How Gadgets Affected My Life and Eid.

I was In my room, and my htc one just rang.

"mama"

Me       : hallooo

Mama : lee nk makan apa?

Me       : Uhh.. nth. nasi paprik lah . Mama.
               kat mna?

Mama : mama kat bilik. satgi mama
               Keluaq la

Me.      :   ........     -,-
               Mma dah tanya bapak nk mkn
               apa?

Mama : Satgi mama whatsapp bapak

Me       : Bapak kat na?

Mama : Dkt bawah .

Me       :          ..........

If you're in my family... You'll experience this like.. almost, EVERY . SINGLE. TIME.

Well I can tell that almost everyone has their own family whatsapp group. Am I ryte? I mean...can't you see how weird it is that you're communicating with your parents through whatsapp, when they are all currently living under the same roof??

My eid started to change back in 2007 ... It was the year when iPhone was established...I could still remember like it was yesterday ... Lil' Cousins were busy playing games that they have downloaded from the app store, sitting right in front of the tv. ..

2010...when everyone was rich enough to get an iPad. When Plants Vs. Zombies were trending. More and more gadgets were starting to take over my eid.

Somewhere in 2012 , when there were tabs... And Android were at the state of rising, trying to compete with Apple. You can barely install ANYTHING from the App Store and the Android Market.

In another way. I could say that...

2012 - THE CLIMAX OF UNLIMITED SOCIALIZATION 

When you don't need to pay a single cent just to communicate with others.. (Well yeah except for that you have to pay your internet bills)

Whatsapp. Viber. LINE. Kakao talk. WeChat.

Honestly I tell you, I'd never reply anyone's sms when I already have these. I mean come on. Why would you wanna pay more? The only thing that the society love is to pay less... Or NOT TO PAY AT ALL.

In that very same year, I have no idea how the heck can Twitter and Instagram be so trending, hipsters were moving out from Facebook cuz.. idk.. their mom started to have one too? =p even I myself have no idea when was the last time I logged into my FB...

Such massive destruction I tell ya, my eid back in 2012 was kind of the worst. My mum still havent settled her issues with her siblings at tht time...The grandchildrens were gathering at the living room. Each and everyone of them were doing their own business eventhough they know the fact that the TV was on and none of them including me were even looking at it. Those lil cousins age <12 , play games while us teenagers we were busy with twitter, whatsapp, and idk what else.

Where were these happiness and joy of eid that I used to have before went ?

My grandmother on my mother's side passed away on 18th February 2013, my mother's relationship with her siblings was still not in a good state. In fact, It got worse. So don't you bother asking me how was my last eid.

Cuz I stopped celebrating one.

Stalker Talks

Seriously?... I'm like making another post on my blog again 😐. Cuz It had been a whiiiiileeee and I actually thought tht I'd be ended up ditching my own blog hahaha.

AAAAAAANYWAAAYYYY

well yeah, regarding the title of this post, I'm kinda like very sure that 99.99% of human beings on earth had experienced this. STALKING.

And I'm pretty sure that the 0.01% is my dad, cuz really...he just don't give a shit pretty much for everything except for his career, economy and politics. 😒

AAAANYYYYYWAAAAAYYY

I mean yeah, everyone has their own bad habbit right? And we have our own ways upon dealing with it such as having a jar. Those who curse a lot even made their own so called 'curse jar' and me.. I can't even make my own 'stalk jar'... CUZ I CAN JUST BUILD A TOWN WITH IT!!

Really.. i stalk a lot 😒. I just can't help it.

I don't really know how'd I get myself into this but I kinda remember that everything had started like back in 2011...

Flashhhbaaackkk

2011 : well yeah, maigodness I've never been into any person that much, but my obsession is just waaaaayyy over the top. He's my senior, like 2 years older than me.  Muhammad Amin Siddiq, gosh I could still remember like it was yesterday, haaaa

And so, everything started when he accepted my facebook friend request. I started stalking him like twice a week kut . Cuz both of us din get to open up our fb tht often, and frankly speaking, i kind of download almost ALL of his pictures that he had posted on his FB. Gila psycho kan aku ni? Hahahaha

I've had my twitter account at tht time already, he hadn't made any (even till now 😒) so I can't really be considered that much as a 24/7 stalker haha.

Since FB was all I have at tht moment, and I started to think that..

"This is just not good enough"
"I gatta dig deeper"

And that was my very first time, googling someone's name..... Before I googled mine.

That was just fucking crazy. Haha

Haha I mean goosh, if i tell my granchildrens about this, they'd probably think their granny is a goddamn weirdo. Haha

But not 'weirdo' enough.

May 2013.

That shit had become so addictive, it's like a new MORPHINE for me.

It was when I started to have a deep crush, I was like sooooo so so so drunk in love with this man I've met from my same boarding school. Muhammad Ghazali bin Hamzah.

zali , If you're reading this...

Hi . XD

Well If you're not zali then....

Hi . XD.

Aaaaaaanyyyywaaaaaay...

He has twitter, he's like a bipolar tweeter, there'll be a day that there are shitloads of tweets in his timeline, but there'll also be a day that he won't tweet.

... At all.

We were really into together, we're both know that we're creepy stalkers.... I guess.(zali, sorry if I'm wrong) well at some point, ... Shit happened, and I suddenly felt like I don't wanna love him anymore... I was trynna get over him... I went with a new guy. I never loved tht guy, the only reason we were in a relay is just me wanting to get over him. 

And I realized, no matter what I do, I can't get over him, cuz I just can't get rid of my stalking habit . Even though I've unfollowed him on twitter, but no matter where I am, I'd still be opening up my twitter and search for his twitter account  for every hour I have spent in my whole entire life.

I mean, .. just think. How can you get over someone if you can't stop stalking him/her??

So yeah, and when I realized that my relay with tht guy isn't working, and I don't wanna keep on playing with his heart, so I decided to break up with him. And he seemed, fine.... I guess.

Me and zali, we're both fine now, we're not even in a war or anything. I still reply some of his tweets, faved some, eventhough he knows that I din even follow him on twitter.

Because I just wanna let him know....

Doesn't matter If I still have feelings for him or I don't , I still care bout him no matter what.

I really do ;)

STEREOTYPES

Soooooo..yeah ..eating Chickens are cool actually..

I love trains...

LIFE. 

I know im quite young to talk about life actually....asam garam hidup pun tak cukup rasa lagi..even i dun like to eat asam..i never wanted to eat asam.. So i dunno how ASAM actually tastes like. Ye aku tak layak dipanggil orang melayu . Anywayys They said it's MASAM but where did the letter 'M'  at the front go? To  London?  

Aaaand what i want to here is...

Chickens tastes good actually.

And no im not fat. 

Lets talk about STEREOTYPE .. 

Lemme give you an example of a stereotype.. You automatically assume that I am fat just becuz I often mention the word "Chicken" ....yes..i cant deny that chickens do make you FAT but have i ever told you that i love to eat chicken tweeentyyyy fooourrrrr houuuurrsss??. Tak kan? Haaaa tu laa.. 

And theres this another example..i went balik kampung ..and i met sum makciks..yeah these makciks are kinda annoying..they kept on matching you with their anak menakan...wondering me marrying them..you knoww..those bullshits. Those kampung lifestyle that i really reallyyy hate

Anyways i was about to pass by and this kid who's old enuf to understand english was blocking my way. And i said "excuse me" poliiitelyy and i heard this lady behind me saying i was rude..for saying "excuse me " instead of "tumpang lalu"

WHY?

You know .... It's annoying tho.. Like really... You can get easily assumed for things that u dun have any intention to do. Well talking bout logic..yes..you can say that all apple product users are all rich...but... WHAT IF they're actually not? What if they got those things for free, a birthday present,gift from a lucky draw?

Soooo ...hey..lets just make a self reflex ...i know even i sumtimes get caught up with these kind of things..well you know....everybody makes mistakes..nobody's perfect...i am nobody..so i am perfect!! 

Naaah was just kidding...

Myyy point iiis.... WE SHOULD NOT EASILY JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS . . Mesti annoying kan if this thing happened to you jugak kan? Sooo think of it.  Make a change 

Just to Say Thanks

Hahahahahahaha okay I should stop laughing. Soo..yeah i just wanna thanks for giving a damn about me. I never thought that my blog would have any viewer tho except for my stalkers..

To my stalkers :

-umm hi.

To anyone except for my stalkers:

-umm hi.

Soooo yeah.

I never thought I would be the one who ended up posting sum shitz in my blog. I never would've thought either that i would be having a blog. Hahahaha this is just weird...well obviously it's 1:24am , im bored, hve just finished my SPM and I've just stalked my crush's blog. I mean... "Hey,how about I make up a blog ...you know for some freaks like me can read it when they have nothing else in this world to do" ...


Or maybe I won't be having any readers then.










So what.











Gash i dun even know what to do with myself anymore.